Lessons of strength.

What ever you are going through right now good or bad it is a lesson, a test of strength and it is building you, providing you with experience that you can take with you for the rest of your life.. Right now I'm under a huge amount of stress with exams and other things and I have to be honest I'm not coping all that well.. In my opinion i think highly pressured exams is a really awful idea. I do believe in education, of course, but forcing studies that will mean absolutely nothing to a student later on in their life causing them unbelievable amounts of stress, anxiety and even self doubt is just ridiculous! Not only that but the competitiveness of other students, sometimes not even being intentional, is enough to knock a students confidence completely and put the pressure up an even higher amount. To be totally honest my mind is absolutely all over the place at the moment, I have been doing huge amounts of overthinking and been doubting myself, my strength and my abilities, causing A LOT of problems some effecting my physical and mental a health.. some people deal with stress well.. I for one do not.. and there is only little I can do to help that at the moment as my exams are really soon, apart from trying to spend as much time de stressing and doing yoga, as I can..you see I am one of those people who don't do well in structured systems, I am a free spirit and I get on with my own thing, but unfortunately for me that's not how life goes these days and there is very little I can do about that right now.. All I have to think to myself is, I have 2 months left until all exams are over, I am free! I can REALLY start living and doing the things I enjoy again, with a open and clear mind, ready for the next journey and the next opportunity that life throws at me.. I really can't wait to start my new school in September where I will be studying the things I truly feel passionate about, after a well deserved summer break.. I know for a fact that "This too shall pass" and later on in life this will just be a small journey I ventured upon , one where I learnt my limits and learnt what dose and does not serve me on a path to happiness and peace😌